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joker. ([personal profile] scaling) wrote2018-12-31 10:35 pm

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Akira hadn't thought seeing him in person would affect him as much as it does. After all, he's had two months to mentally prepare himself for this moment.

And yet, the sight of Goro Akechi, alive and in the flesh, perfectly put-together and looking like he was made to sit under the studio lighting, makes him feel... some kind of way. Unsettled, for sure, knowing what he knows now. Then again, there's a part of him that hasn't stopped feeling unsettled since he first (well, perhaps first isn't accurate) jolted awake to find himself on the train to Yongen-Jaya again. In one piece. Not bleeding out on the ground with a megalomaniacal pseudo-god bearing down on him. And, most importantly, as the only one with any recollection of all they'd been through.

It doesn't take Akira long to come to the most logical conclusion: That somewhere along the line, he screwed up. Somehow, it hadn't been enough, and now he has an opportunity to fix it—which would be a lot easier if he were to have some notion of what, specifically, he needs to fix, or even if this is a one-time deal.

At first, he tries copying his previous motions as closely as possible. People always talk about their regrets like they would change them in a heartbeat, given the chance, but the thought of altering the timeline as he knows it is overwhelming. The more Akira steps away from his previous path, the less accurate his existing knowledge may become, the bigger the chance that he may miss something important from the first time around.

That reasoning goes out the window pretty quickly. Akira finds that he can't watch Shiho Suzui jump off that building again, can't go through hearing that agony in Ann's voice a second time when he can so easily prevent it. So he stops her. It's what the Phantom Thieves would do. And things change... but not in a way that affects the flow of events in any profound way. Ann still stumbles after them into the Metaverse and finds the conviction to awaken her persona, somehow. He's not sure how it works out, but it does. What Akira does know is that fate is what you make of it. If he believes in his teammates, they'll end up where they need to be.

But for all of that, he still wavers as they're leaving the recording area. Up until now, the decisions to change things have been easy. Akechi, on the other hand... where to start? Is it even salvageable? Akira's not certain, but when he thinks of their last meeting in Shido's palace, Akechi's remark about the possibility of them meeting a few years earlier, the sounds of gunshots echoing from the other side of the bulkhead—he can't not try. It's not years, but maybe this handful of months will be enough.

Akira lets Ann go ahead with a nod, sliding his hands into his pockets as he tries to maintain his usual casual demeanor. Any moment now...
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-28 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
Akechi was mostly joking about competing to decide who pays for the cafe, but he resolves to let Akira cover it anyway. It's true that he's way too easy to recognize. Even dressing down (which for Akechi entails nothing more than switching to a nice winter coat that has a hood, then wearing said hood up) the odds of someone accurately identifying him are high. So he hangs back and let's Akira handle the transaction, all the while trying to pretend that he doesn't find this whole thing kind of exciting.

He only does an okay job at that last part, though. He looks around with a good deal of interest as they make their way to their little cubicle, which doesn't fade as they step inside said cubicle and set their bags aside. It's definitely smaller than he expected, but it's not like Akechi is used to luxury. There's room to stretch out and room for them to lay side-by-side (another one of those weirdly exciting thoughts) without jostling each other. It'll be fine.

"I think I can see why someone could tolerate living here short-term." It's not great, but it's not as bad at Akechi was anticipating.
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-28 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
Not even Akechi is sure how well he'll handle the noise. Years of constantly moving between various foster and group homes has let him adapt to sleeping in all sorts of noisy and changing environments, but he's also grown used to the comfortable silence of his apartment these days.

The question sends Akechi digging into his pocket and withdrawing his phone. He checks the screen briefly before holding it up for Akria to see, showing two missed calls and, ominously enough, one voicemail from an unlisted number.

"He must be furious." Akechi doesn't sound at all disturbed by the idea, though. His tone is calm and bordering on haughty. It's small, but it's nice to get under Shido's skin like this. "He's the sort of person that expects other people to pick up right away. Anyone who misses it has to call him back and hope he feels like answering." Akechi doesn't think he's ever even gotten a voice mail from him.
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-28 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
The question isn't jarring or unexpected, but Akechi is silent for a long moment before responding. Even though it's something he's considered prior to this coming up with an actual answer is pretty tricky.

"Strange," is what he eventually replies with. "I always knew it would be ending soon, but not this soon - and not under these circumstances." He definitely didn't think he'd be spending the final night of their plan laying low in a manga cafe with a guy he has some extremely complicated feelings for. "I thought I would be excited or uneasy, but instead I'm just calm."
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-28 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Akechi would agree with that much. Right now, the small space feels more cozy than stiffing, but he's sure it he were more nervous it would be unbearable. Fortunately, the prospect of spending time with Akira is holding his attention more than the prospect of facing down Shido tomorrow. But that's an incredibly silly thing to prioritize over the biggest job any of them have ever undertaken, so Akechi silently nudges the thought aside.

"You wouldn't rather watch detective dramas all night?" It's easy to meet humor with humor, even if Akechi thinks he'd be perfectly happy with that. Video games would also be fun, but in the end... "I suppose it wouldn't make much sense to come to a manga cafe and not read manga."
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-29 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
"That's the problem with being a genius." He never gets to have fun with mysteries anymore, except that the thrill of being right makes ruining the surprise worth it.

Akechi catches himself wondering if they might not have board games, too, but he stops short of actually asking Akira to look for one. He's not sure he has the attention span for something like that, which makes answering Akira's next question a little easier.

"I'm not picky about the genre, but something simple." He just wants something easy to pick up and easy to set down, he thinks. "Though if we spend too much time reading I'll get in trouble with Niijima-san for not making you study." Akechi should probably study himself, but he did well on the mock exams and doubts he'd retain much right now even if he tried right now, anyway.
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-29 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
Tutoring Akira doesn't sound like a bad time, but all of them? Akechi actually looks worried. Ryuji and Ann are both bound to be a pain, especially Ryuji. Then again, if he could trick Ryuji into carting around all his winnings in Sae's Palace then surely he can trick him into learning something.

The ten minutes Akira is away pass quickly for Akechi, too. He listens to Shido's voicemail several times over, making sure he has it memorized and taking a few notes on its contents before he finally deletes it. By the time Akira returns he's gotten caught up in reviewing and writing down a few other notes in his journal, though he's easily pulled out of it when Akira returns.

"Welcome back." It's a quick, simple not-joke before he takes the offered volumes. He gives them a quick glance, then nods at Akira's assumption. "Probably." He takes a mental note of the title, but that's not the most immediately interesting thing to him right now. "What did you get?"
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-29 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
If Akechi catches Akira looking towards his notebook (he doesn't) thne he gives no indication of it. It's not like he has much in heard Akira doesn't already know about.

He's a little surprised when Akira holds up something as mundane as a sports manga, but after a moment the reasoning clicks.

"Something mundane must be a nice break." Akechi can't imagine much in the way of fictional excitement could compare to being an actual, real-life phantom thief. Then again, what does that say about Akechi and his persistent fondness for mystery novels? He'll ignore that thought and focus on the subject of sports for now. "You aren't in any clubs, are you?" He can't imagine he is. Not with his record and how dramatically the situation with Shujin's volleyball club played out.
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-29 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
Well that's depressing - or it would be, if it seemed to bother Akira at all. Akechi isn't surprised that it doesn't. Considering the amount of time he's spent in the Metaverse Akechi can't imagine he has time for much else - or need for additional friends.

"I'm not." Not that Akechi has time, either. "I started working during my first year of high school, so between that and maintaining my grades I didn't think there was any time for a club." So at least they have favoring work over school clubs in common, too. He doesn't add that he hadn't joined a club in middle school, though. Admitting that he'd never bothered because of the high odds of unexpectedly being moved to another foster home too far away from his current school would bring down the mood considerably. "Though if I were to join one, I think I might choose the broadcasting club."
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-29 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"Is it that obvious?" Akechi says it like a joke, but he's sure it's more than just a lucky guess. Even if he hasn't spelled it out so plainly to Akira as he had 'last time', Akechi has still been open about how important his image is to him. He's sure Akira has realized his multiple television appearances are just part of that.

Still, it's nice to know that Akira's assumption about his reasoning isn't completely on point.

"It's partially familiarity, but I'm actually curious about the rest of the process." He sets his stack of manga aside as he explains, already more invested in this particular conversation. "I know how to work with broadcasting crews when I'm the one being interviewed, but I think hands on experience with the day-to-day work that goes on behind the scenes would be a valuable experience." As for Akira's next comment... "So that might stop me from stealing the spotlight - at least for a little while."
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-30 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
The reference to holding a wire gets a puzzled look from Akechi; it takes him a moment to remember that they'd first met while Shujin was on some sort of school trip. Once he does remember, he grins.

"Were they making you earn your seat?" Probably not; he figures they just had him pegged as easy labor. As for his suggestion, it gets a pause out of him. In most cases he's brush the suggestion off, but now... "Maybe. It'll be fun if I have the time for it." Which might also sound like he's brushing him off, but he means it. There's no harm in checking it out. But as long as they're on the subject: "And you? Which club would interest you if you wanted to join one?"
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-30 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, of course. Instantly Akechi imagines a scenario totally different from the one he first envisioned: Ryuji getting bossed into doing something, going along with it, and Akira tagging along to keep him company.

Akira's first response gets a smile from Akechi, with is replaced with a contemplative expression when he switches to his true answer.

"That's not something I would have guessed, but it suits you." Which feels like the silliest possible thing to say about the leader of a group like the Phantom Thieves, but Akechi means it. "You're adept at hearing others out, especially those who have been otherwise ignored." Student council work bears too many similarities for politics for Akechi to take interest, even though he doesn't think of it as a bias, but he can see someone like Akira managing it.
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[personal profile] fabrications 2019-03-30 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Akechi's thoughts follow a similar path. Akira may have a criminal record now, but it's one of several things that can be set straight if Shido confesses - and then he realizes that even if Shido does confess, clearing the record of one high school student will seem paltry compared to everything else.

Akechi's already thinking of ways things can be pushed their favor, but the possibility of Akira's record remaining permanently stained is a little depressing - not to mention something that can be easily discussed where they might be overheard. So he sets the thought aside as well.

"It's a shame all of your practical experience can't be added to your resume." He'll go with that instead. It's adjacent to the subject without being completely zeroed in on it. "That's not a skill set most people can claim."

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